stream of consciousness

I'm General Robert E. Lee and why am I shooting at these people? I should be in the back hiding. Having my men take a flank to the right was a mistake and now I might die. I now must fight for my life or die trying. Running isn't an option. I well have to get up now and shot back or I well die. They are getting to close. BANG. I got one done now they are going to be looking for me. I know I'll run into the building across from me and take them out one at a time. Dang it I tripped got to get up and keep running. Oh no they saw me. Run, get out leave! Those were my first thoughts but it was to late they had me surrounded. I surrendered.